The mehs keep me down day after day.
I want to, but I don’t.
WHY?
Why do I don’t
Don’t do what I want
Want to write
Write my story
Story of hardship
Hardship of relationships
Relationships that brainwashed
Brainwashed and molded
Molded me and made me
Me myself and I
I am anxious
Anxious to belong
Belong unconditionally
Unconditionally accepted
Accepted, warts and all
All of me.
Why?
Insecurity is the answer. Afraid to lose, afraid to win? (I never understood the concept of being afraid to succeed.)
I could have been a terrific piano player, but I never practiced or stuck it out? Why?
Why ask why?
Meh!
@Ruth
